baby baby steps.
Going to be a bit Pollyanna now and just fake it til I make it etc.
Positive thoughts and all that.
1) Get a job!
2) Go out!
3) Meet new people!
4) Get a haircut and new clothes (well 2nd hand "new" clothes I guess from the thrift shops of course).
5) Think about NOW instead of THEN either backwards or forwards.
6) Believe in the wonderful possibilities that exist right here and now that are already mine and already available and already excellent.
7) Let go of the angst and just let it all flow as it will down the river of life. No more fighting, no more wrestling with the currents... just let it all go in peace.
Back to those job applications then I guess :)