I had a wish I wanted to come true.
But for now, its not likely.
I lost something today that I had put high stakes of hope into. It is not to be as I had hoped after all.
I am sad to my core. Emptied out and crushed.
I know its not the end. There are never endings, but new beginnings. However, I want to grieve the passing of this hope I had and let it go.
If you love deeply you find joy and even when that joy gets smashed against the rocky shores of reality, it will find its way back to you again even so...if you let it.